Being able to attend the teaching class of 7-Levels Quest and Vision Quest Protector training, it's a profound gift of life!
How many life and how long I have been walking this spiritual journey that finally brought me here??
I felt home.
Always, I have thought I am on a journey home. On a journey, it seems there is still a distance away from home. I have never thought the Home is with me all the time.
Moment by moment, inhaling and exhaling, the last moment ended and a new moment begins. The old I passed away, and a new I reborn.
There is really no time but NOW. Now, empowers me to make choice, to make a step.
The sense of rightness, the voice of heart is the only guide to me. Every step I make, I am creating a gift, and if my decision of choice is in synced with the sense of rightness, it's going to benefit the rest.
Waiting for flight returning home, I heard my heart saying: "Gate changed, check it out." It was time for boarding and I was at the wrong gate!
Lucky, I was lucky enough to listen to her. And lucky, I managed to take the right flight coming home.
No doubt, the more I am on this spiritual journey, the more I listen to her, the more familiar her voice is to me.
And song that flow in and through me... (not so sure about the lyrics, it's just a portion of song I heard when the morning chopping crew singing and blessing our food during classes...)
Put your root down, put your feet on the ground You can hear what she said if you listen to it Like the water that flows in the river move across the stones Like the blood in your body that flows through your bones.
忘了那一天開始，強烈感覺著生命的短暫，時間的不多，這感覺不停催促著自己找尋生命真正面目與意義。
每一個十字路口，我不停往內探究尋覓，何為生命最重要的？什麼是最迫切需要追逐、學習與履行的？
赴上澳洲，參與 Earth-Heart ~ Malcolm Ringwalt 老師所帶領與傳授的 7-Levels Quest 以及 Vision Quest 保護者師資培訓課程，對自己而言，那麼的不可怠懈，猶如等待著這一堂課的實現經已非常良久。
可以順利完成學習，對自己而言是多麼的幸福與欣慰。
過去的自己，總是覺得走在回家的道路上。走在路上，也意味著與家原來有段距離，我還沒回家啊。
這一場學習，這一趟旅程，突然發現原來家不曾離開過自己！原來我與家同在！也原來死亡與新生時時刻刻在發生！我不斷地死去，又不斷地重生。提起、放下、再提起、再放下。每一步就為了靠近與發現「我」，發現「家」。
自己最富裕的，就擁有「當下」！「當下」賦予我無限的力量與能力，去創造、去改變、去提升、去放下、去發現、去珍惜、去學習、去體會、去實踐、去愛、去關懷、去接納、去擁抱。「當下」是我最有信心掌握的唯一。
有首兒歌這麼唱： "Kookaburra sits in the old gum tree, Merry merry king of the bush is he, Laugh kookaburra！ laugh kookaburra！Kookaburra gay your life must be."
中學時期，這首歌伴隨著自己。我不曾知道 Kookaburra 長什麼樣子，也不知道 Gum tree 是怎麼樣的一棵樹。
初次到訪澳洲，我結果認識了 kookaburra。他每天早晨準時地在我帳篷旁的Gum Tree 樹上高歌。這國土有很多的尤加利樹（eucalyptus tree) 原來他也就叫 Gum tree.。突然，這首兒歌回來了，裡頭說著 Kookaburra 鳥和尤加利樹。
這麽的一個發現，有如現在的自己與過去的自己有了一個連結，回到了源頭，生命線拉起了一個圈。回家了。
回來的那一天，坐在登機閘門對面，等待著開放登機宣告。夜晚，疲憊，等待上機睡覺。自己再也提不起力氣走到登記口去看宣告。想，就等報告好了。突然，感覺聽到心裡不停發出的聲音，悄悄地說「換閘門了。」這時候人們已排著長龍準備登機，我走到附近的布告板搜尋了一會，發現自己竟然在錯誤的閘門等候。啊！快速地回到座位通知了友人，我們倆迅速地移動，快步地走到正確的登機口去報到。還好，我們沒有錯過這一班飛機，時間恰恰好。謝謝自己的聆聽，謝謝自己不斷學習去接收內在的指引。
